Er so I was a bit drunk and irrational last might, and we all know tiredness does not help the brain think straight. I’m sorry my posts triggered up annoyed anyone I just kinda needed to vent you know? But thankyou so so much to everyone who send me kind messages, you don’t even know how much it means to know there’s people there spending time typing kind words to make me feel better. It really stopped me from feeling so alone. Thankyou so much